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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
/ 2:17 AM sighss, i just feel like ranting all over this post. but i just don't wanna. i just wanna keep all trapped inside. but for how long?? been going through so much over the past few days, high fever, mood swings, return of TA marks, and that day. sighss. it is just so unfair. i just wanna shut up, go to one corner of the world, and just cry my life away. and what some of my "friends" r doing isn't making it any better. nothing has ever gone right for me. my ambition in football dashed more than a thousand times, my studies flopping horribly, my mind can't just seem to be able to get a grip of anything. failure, flop, loser, idiot, and-who-knows-what-other-words hv all become a common usage on me, hasn't it?? i just wanna give it up. no more of all this. it might seem cowardly, but i don't care anymore. why should i?? isn't it futile if one tries to row his wodden boat against the current so tt he might one day reach safety?? there's no point in all the effort. just go sit down in one corner and cry my life away......... ='( |
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Starry, Paint your palette blue & grey, Look out on a summer's day, Shadows on the hills, Sketch trees & daffodils, Catch breeze & winter chills, In colors on snowy linen land. profile Aathi Kesaven Catholic Junior College Gemini 03/06/91 |
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