well, this was it. its finally over. my time had come to an end. as the Annual Parade drew to a close yesterday, i couldn't help but feel satisfaction and a hollow sadness at the same time. when i saw julian's tears, i sorta felt my own sorrow. ncc has just been a part of me, especially this past year. and now, like everything else, its has come to an end. i couldn't take it. but good luck to daniel and the new specialists. you guys will do great. i know it. but i guess can't get over the fact that im in ncc no more. it feels so hollow. reading those affirmations, my mind just started racing back to all the memories. sigh. even while being out with icky and shaukz after din't help. was tired, hungry and feeling freaking low. but i'll get over it. i will do well and do my time in ncc and in sji proud. you can bank on it.

after last year's AP, the new specialists, us.

never forgotten. SJI NCC (land). rawk on.

The designer is darkdegree and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from deviantart