Wednesday, July 18, 2007
/ 8:27 PM
yo all. and another week of schooling is coming to an end. this week has really been stressful. had e maths test yesterday. i think can pass that one lah. though i felt i could have done better, and today i had prelim english oral. i was kind of confident lah. but i felt i performed abit bellow what i expected. i stumbled abit in my reading, which i swear i have never done before. but i felt it went reasonably okay. hopefully i can get atleast a 30 out of 40. that would really help me pull up my paper 2 marks. my compre hasn't been very good lately. then there is a maths test 2moro. i have already failed the pass two a maths test, though i fared wayyy better in the retests. well, i think 2moro's test can pass one. the topics seem easy enough. linear law, circle measure and trigo. trigo seems to be the only tough one. passing would really be a confidence booster. and racial harmony day on friday. will be helping out at the stalls again. fun! no need to wear school uniform! xD haha. i wanna take alot of pictures on friday! haha. and i wanna do teh tarik! damn fun. mr. arul did it last year. hopefully i'll get to do this year. hehe. well, thats gonna be my this week. and night study dates out already. happy that i'll be having quite abit of company. ami and anboo would be my main company and satish and icky will be there for 3 out of the 5 days every week. that would really be great man. i don't wanna be left out alone. well, i've decided to go abit into hardcore mugging once night study starts. 3 hours of good mugging would definately do me good. and the environment is just perfect. nice, cosy, quiet, and in the company of my friends. haha. i know icky will love me saying this. but yeahh. i think im gonna enjoy mugging. well, i really need it, like it or not. later my tamil turn out to be my only a1. lol. die ahh.
and well, going onto another topic. its been quite awhile i guess. am i like giving up on this? seriously, i dunno. i was quite surprised with myself when i brushed aside the topic when it was brought up to me today. i mean, it really has been long. conflicting egos and all. and well, i have been trying. i really have been. but suddenly, i feel as though im not considering it a priority, an important issue anymore. almost like i don't care. but i know i do. espcially now, when i start to see the signs that the ice is finally started to crack. the first step doesn't seem too far away. and i dunno if im helpping in any way. but really, i want to. but what if they have their own plans and my actions only make things worse? grawr. maybe i should wait to be approached. it had been long since i had a good long chat. oh wells. the promise was by the end of this month. and well, on the bright side, there's still 13 days. well, it took only a few to form this wall, so 13 days is more then enough to break it. (:
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